Your typical melancholy drama queen
Wednesday, 9 January 2019 • 21:41 • 0 souls
I used to be bulimic.Well self diagnosed technically. I used to binge and then a split second afterward I'm in toilet throwing up everything left in my stomach. I felt like a loser back then. Still a loser now. However I'm kind of happy with where I am right now? Nobody noticed me, nobody really care back then.
Would I still be the same if all of that never happened? Scars on my hands are fading so that's a good thing I guess? Doesn't really feel like going there again. I don't want to be like before. Turning back, my life was a mess. I don't really understand myself back then. Still do until now. But, it's okay.
I don't need to rush. I'm in my own pace right now. I know what I need to do now. At least I thought I do 😂.
I'll wait for him. Idk why. Maybe because it makes me feel better about myself? Manipulating myself that I'll be okay if I wait for him maybe eventually I'll get over him. Who knows right? Hey gimme a break a homegirl just had her first heartbreak.
On the other hand, I managed to get closer with my housemate so that's a good thing. We'll see where this goes.
they were lost and happy
A kid who loves to talk about unicorn and rainbow.English is not really my forte,but It's worth a try.Usually shy at first but hella talkative alright.In the edge of introvert and extrovert.Simplify?An ambivert :)Majornerd and nocturnal zombie.
Lack of sleep and heavy eyebags as heavy as my body.Sleeps during daylight turnt up at night *sigh* . Maybe half vampire too.
Major turns on probably makeup and books. Weird combination that reflects me so much.
Usually spend my days eating and crying ,there's no between.
Achro colors enthusiasm with a hint of yellow.
Basically pretending to be aesthetic af.